Today will be me playing catchup with materials that are all sketched out in the past months brainstorm session that were given the back seat while trying to help a friend out of their problem(s). life is funny how when you try to help, a lot of times, you come to a space where you realize you can’t help another. the good news is god is very gracious and we all get to ramble down the road and path that is put in front of us. what has me very excited is that the work of the past few years has a way/place/space to solidify very soon!
why is this odd and/or exciting? I think perhaps we live in a world that is so linear and focused no looking for flaws and imperfection, that when you see the entire broader vision in a spatial way, you will do a lot of work that goes unnoticed in the background. when all the parts come together, there usually a letdown in that it takes very little time to assemble everything and what is odder is people then notice a seeming overnight transition that you have been talking about and working on – for years.
there is no use crying over spilt milk, nor is it really healthy of beneficial to keep harping on what others have done. instead, you simply go back into yourself, as that is all you can control. I don't mind losing money, spending years working on an idea that isn’t quite ready, or helping anyone that askes. just don[t waste my time.
the last part is odd in that if you look back on your own life, and you really get in touch with the power that created everything – it is easier to learn grease and mercy, as when you look inside yourself, you see how patient and loving the creator has been watching you fumble around, making mistakes, and wasting time. perhaps that is why one learns to value time more? we are only here for a blip of cosmic time…why waste it on stuff that doesn’t really matter?